《我们的生活》前情回顾 Previously on This Is Us...
我差点就淹死了 I almost drowned!
你们一直忙着不让凯特吃得太多 You're so busy making sure that Kate's not eating too much
-凯文 冷静一下 -还有... - Kev, calm down. - and...
不让兰德尔觉得自己是被领养的 ...and Randall's not too adopted.
我只是希望有人能帮帮我 I just need somebody to help me.
我需要帮助 求你了 I just need help, please.
-凯文大伯 慢点开 -你怎么会在这里 - Uncle Kevin, slow down! - What the hell are you...
什么 快系好安全带 你在这做什么 What? Get... Put your seat belt on. What are you doing here?
看来你落到我的铁路上了 Looks like someone landed on my railroad.
-拿钱来 五十块 -行了 妈 - That'll be 50 bucks, sucker. - Geez, Mom.
天哪 我站在这里都看得到骰子点数 Whoa, I can read the dice from all the way over here.
你看 我就跟你说 See? I told you, sweetheart,
戴眼镜肯定有好处 having glasses wouldn't be so bad.
暂时而已 等开学了 For now. But once school's back,
大家就会说我像乌克尔[喜剧明星] the Urkel jokes will start.
什么 不会的 What? No, they won't.
绝对会 Yes, they will.
这是必然的 妈 It's just a fact, Mom.
咱们还有饼干吗 Do we have any more cookies?
饼干呢 咱们今天已经都吃了一些 You know what, we both have had a couple of cookies already today,
不如我去给咱们俩切个苹果吧 so maybe I could cut us up an apple instead.
爸 你终于回来了 Dad, you're home! Finally!
-没错 -爸 - I am, I am. - Hey, Dad.
终于回来了 我有重大消息要宣布 Finally. Big news, Pearsons.
我们要去度假啦 We're going on vacation.
-真的吗 -没错 - We are? - Yes, we are.
会计部来了个新同事 他在科诺有间木屋 New guy in Accounting has a cabin in the Poconos.
反正空着也是空着 It's gonna be sitting there empty,
所以就说我们可以去玩一周 so he said we could take it for the whole week.
不过 That's, of course,
这当然要问妈妈的意见 if Mom thinks that's a good idea.
木屋听起来确实不错 I mean, a cabin does sound fun.
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-听起来就很好玩 -特别好玩对不对 - Yeah, it does sound fun! - Super fun, right?
-对 -等等 那凯文呢 - Yeah. - Wait, what about Kevin?
离他的橄榄球夏令营很近 It's close to his football camp,
翻译 青椒 春天里的小熊 Alex 肥嘟嘟
我可以周五去接他 so I'm gonna pick him up on Friday.
直接带他过去 都安排好了 I'll bring him up there. We're all set.
不知道你们还留在这里干什么 I-I don't know why you guys are still sitting down here,
翻译 小拾柒 学术男优 冬麟 Roya
赶紧上楼收拾行李去 standing around. Go upstairs! Pack!
我们明天一大早就走 We're gonna leave first thing in the morning!
翻译 Lynn_宁 小食人魔 capitaljack
天哪 刚才... Oh, God. I-I...
我一进来就太激动了是不是 I-I came in a little excited in the entrance, right?
-根本没给你时间反应... -对 - I didn't really give you a chance to... - No.
校对 青椒 红枫
确实没有 No, you didn't.
对 但是一间木屋 宝贝 Yeah, but a log cabin, babe.
实在是... 机会难得不能错过 I mean, this was... this was too good to pass up.
时间轴 大葱 JO嘛
好 我... Okay. I'll, um...
后期 8T
我把需要打包的东西列个清单 I'll start coming up with a list of things that we need to pack.
清单第一条 必须要带上 Top of the list, first thing:
总监 红枫Gabriel
你的泳衣 your bathing suit.
得让你重新穿上那件黑色比基尼 We got to get you back in that black bikini.
绝对不行 No way.
-黑色比基尼退休了 -什么 不行 - The black bikini is retired. - Wait. No, no.
-退休了 杰克 -宝贝 那么年轻怎么能退休 - Retired, Jack. - Babe, she was too young to retire.
不行 她很无聊 她想回归一下的 All right? She's bored. She-she wants a comeback.
我居然一个多月都没跟凯文说话 I cannot believe that I haven't talked to Kevin in over a month.
我们从来没这么久不说话过 We've never, ever gone this long without talking.
我知道 亲爱的 Yeah, I know, babe.
脱离外界算是戒毒所的重要规定之一 Disconnecting is kind of one of the key rules of rehab.
小凯去戒毒所了 Kev's in rehab.
我让凯文去戒毒所了 I let Kevin get sent to rehab.
严格来说 是他酒驾听证会的法官 Technically, the judge at his DUI hearing
让他去的戒毒所 let him get sent to rehab.
但现在我不该抠这些字眼 But now is no time to be super literal,
我怎么这么没眼力见 抱歉 and I should know that. Sorry.
我希望戒毒所帮到了他 Well, I hope that it's been good for him.
我是说不只是戒掉药瘾 而是一切都好起来 I mean, not just getting clean but... all of it.
不过我还是不能相信 I still can't believe that
我竟然没注意到他的近况 I missed what was going on with him, though.
我们也遇到了很多事 We had a lot going on, too, you know.
是啊 的确是 Yeah, we did.
好了 Okay.
好吧 那么 Right, so...
为坐飞机准备的适量鹰嘴豆泥和素食 portion-controlled hummus and veggies for the plane ride.
我要保持专注 I'm gonna stay focused.
因为当生活打倒了我们 'Cause when life takes us low,
凯特和托比 我们飞得更高 Kate and Toby, we go high.
说得对 打悲剧的脸 That's right. Crushing it in the face of tragedy.
因为凯·托比就是这么酷 'Cause that's how Ka-Toby roll.
"凯·托比" 我喜欢 "Ka-Toby." I like it.
出门前能把垃圾带上吗 Will you take out the trash before we go?
-行啊 -闻起来很臭 - Yeah. - It smells like ass.
"凯·托比" 我们就叫这个了吗 "Ka-Toby." Are we going with that?
我挺喜欢"凯·托比"的 'Cause I could get behind "Ka-Toby."
好了吗 You ready?
托比 Toby?
好了 好了 Yeah, yeah!
好了 我们出发吧 Yeah, come on, let's get this show on the road.
宝贝 Hey, Sweet Pea.
你感觉怎么样 How you feeling?
好着呢 Fine.
我们就想再确认下 我们去看凯文大伯时 We just wanted to triple-check that you're still feeling okay
你跟保姆自己在家的话没问题 about staying with the sitter while we go visit Uncle Kevin.
爸 我喜欢朱莉 Dad, I love Julie.
她做的布朗尼蛋糕比你做的好 She makes better brownies than you.
-兰德尔 -好吧 就是...没事 - Randall. - Yeah. Just... It's cool.
-听着 宝贝 -妈 别担心我了 - Look, baby... - Mom, stop worrying about me.
上个月你每天问我一百次"还好吗" You've asked me if I'm okay 100 times a day for the last month.
我说了 我只是因为黛佳不得不回家而难过 I told you, I was just sad about Deja having to go home.
我不会再崩溃而跑走了 I'm not gonna freak out and run away again.
-你确定吗 -我确定 - Are you sure? - I'm sure.
我能理解她为什么一定要回家 I understand why she had to move home.
好吧 你懂的 我们就是想确认... Well, you know, we just want to make sure...
-贝丝 -妈 - Beth. - Mom.
好吧 All right. Yeah.
你看书吧 Enjoy your book.
爱你们 Love you.
她看起来是真没事 Well, it seems like she's doing really well.
你说这话的时候为什么听起来有点失望 Why do you sound disappointed when you say that?
因为哪怕她有一点不好 Because if she was doing a little worse,
那我就能留在这儿陪她 then... I could stay here with her
而不用非去看你那混蛋哥哥 and not have to visit your jackass brother.
或许还能吃点朱莉做的美味布朗尼 Maybe have some of Julie's delicious brownies.
好了首先 朱莉做的布朗尼 Okay, first of all, Julie's brownies
味道很淡 而且疙疙瘩瘩的 are bland as hell and lumpy.
是 就是这样 Yes, they are.
其次 关于我那混蛋哥哥 Second of all, regarding my jackass brother,
别太责怪他了 cut him some slack.
他当时不知道苔丝在车上 He didn't know Tess was in the car.
是 他只知道对路上的其他行人构成了威胁 Yeah. He just knew he was a danger to everyone else on the road.
亲爱的 你想让我说什么呢 What do you want me to say, babe?
说他不负责任 That he was irresponsible?
说他做了些糟糕的决定 That he made some terrible decisions?
还是说我差一点儿 That I came within two inches of separating
就把他精心打理过的头拧下来 his perfectly-coiffed head from his body?
-就那个 -我明白你的感受 贝丝·皮尔森 - That part. - Well, I know how you feel, Beth Pearson.
我感受也一样 I feel it, too.
但我陷入低谷时 But when I was at my lowest,
凯文帮了我 Kevin was there for me.
所以现在我们也得帮他 So now we got to be there for him, too.
好吧 但我可不会克制自己 Fine. But I'm not making any efforts
被动地对他嗤之以鼻 to hold in my passive-aggressive sighs.
你什么时候又有克制过... Since when do you ever make any efforts to... Ho, ha-ha.
至于我 Look, as for me,
当我意识到自己很生他的气 when I think about how angry I am with him,
我就会深吸一口气 强迫自己说 I'm just gonna take a deep breath and force myself to say,
"我们永远支持你 凯文" "We're here for you, Kevin."
这是某种白人层面上的情感压抑 亲爱的 That is some white people-level repression, babe.
我是被白人养大的 所以... Well, I was raised by white people, so...
所有人都知道 Everybody knows.
妈妈 Hey, Mom?
你怎么样 How you feeling?
我没事 我只是... I'm okay. I'm just...
我很高兴大家都能来 I'm glad that we're all able to be here
支持你的兄弟 to support your brother.
大家好 妈妈 Hey, guys. Hey, Mom.
亲爱的 Sweetheart.
-你好吗 -我很好 - How are you? - Hi, Bug. I'm good.
-你怎么样 -见到你很高兴 - How are you? - So nice to see you.
抱一个 姐姐 Come here, sis.
早就想亲亲你了 Been wanting to slap that one on you for a while now.
我也是 Me, too.
我们这一个月过得都不好 We've all had a rough month.
你提醒了我 Which reminds me.
各位 我想我们要做好思想准备 Hey, guys? I think we need to prepare ourselves.
凯文的变化可能会很大 Kevin's probably gonna look different.
他可能瘦了很多 He might have lost weight.
可能还有黑眼圈... His eyes might have dark circles...
你们好 Hey-o!
凯文 Kevin!
马特 祝你愉快 Matt. Be good today, okay?
他在戒毒所都能这么帅 Of course he's Mr. Rehab.
过来 Come on.
你没事我太开心了 I'm so glad you're okay.
凯特 Kate, um...
我只是想告诉你 我... I just wanted to tell you that I...
不不 我知道 No, no. I know.
我知道 I know.
我只是想让你们知道 就是... I just want you guys to know, um, just...
你们能来对我来说很重要 It means a lot to me that you all came.
-真的 -当然会来 - It really does. - Of course.
而且我... 我有你们真的很幸运 And I'm... blessed to have you all here.
我们永远支持你 小凯 We're here for you, Kev.
-谢谢 -你怎么样 亲爱的 - Thank you. - How are you, sweetheart?
很好 我很好 Good. I'm good.
我比之前那段时间好多了 You know, I'm better than I've been in a long time.
芭芭拉 快来 Barb! Hey! Come on over here.
各位 这位是芭芭拉 Everyone, this is Barbara.
-她是我的主治医师 -你好 - She's my therapist. - Hi.
她很好 你们会爱上她的 Yeah, she's-she's great. You guys, you're gonna love her.
她什么都懂 你其实... She's got all the answers. Uh, you're actually...
你是我认识的芭芭拉中最喜欢的一个 You're my favorite Barbara that I've ever met in my entire life.
我见过沃尔特斯 And I've met Walters.
芭芭拉·沃尔特斯 美国电视新闻女主播
还有史翠珊 And Streisand.
芭芭拉·史翠珊 美国女演员
很高兴见到各位 It's very nice to meet all of you.
-见到你很高兴 -见到你很高兴 - Nice to meet you as well. - Nice to meet you.
今天将由芭芭拉来主持我们的会议 Barbara's gonna be, uh, running our session today.
其实 凯文 我想第一个部分 Oh, actually, Kevin, I was thinking that it might be better
最好只有你的直系亲属参加 for our first session to meet just your immediate family.
就你们兄弟姐妹和妈妈 没有其他人 So, just your siblings and your mom and not the others.
"其他人" 我们在演什么 《迷失》吗 "The others." What are we on, Lost?
芭芭拉 我很抱歉 只是... Barbara, I'm sorry, it's just...
是我让他们来的 the only thing is I asked them to be here.
别担心 没关系的 Don't worry about it. It's okay.
-贝丝 -不 我的意思是... - Beth. - No, what I mean is...
只要这样做对凯文的康复有好处 it's about what's best for Kevin's healing.
-没错 -是啊 我们不想影响到 - Right. - Yeah, we don't want to be the ones to impede
-凯文的康复 这样...-她说的没错 - on Kevin's healing. That's... - She's right.
对 你们该怎么样怎么样 No, just do what you need to do.
你们去吧 没什么大不了的 You know, go and not make a big deal out of it.
那太好了 That's great.
-你确定 -是的 - You sure? - Yes.
-所以... -没关系的 - So, you know... - It's-it's fine. It's okay.
-我再联系你 -等你结束了我们再来 - I'll call you. - Come back when you're done.
-好吧 -好的 - Yeah. - Yeah.
-好极了 -那是当然 - Great. - Absolutely.
快走 一会他们变卦了 Hurry up, before they change their minds.
我们的生活 第二季 第十一集
凯文 你来了 Kevin, you're here!
我去训练营之后你们搬家了吗 Did we move while I was at camp?
-不 -不是 我跟你说过这是度假小屋 - No. - No, I told you it was a vacation cabin.
你没看我们给你写的信吗 Didn't you read our letters?
-你们出来度假不带我 -不是的 - You guys were on vacation without me. - No.
才刚来几天 我们可要在这儿待到下个周的 Just a few days, but we're gonna stay here till next week.
小凯 你长得真快 Kev, you are so big.
说真的 你比去训练营前壮了一倍 I swear, you got twice as big while you were at camp.
说说你在橄榄球训练营的经历 快告诉我 I want to hear everything about football camp. Tell me now.
感觉真的棒极了 It was really cool.
-是吗 -我得了两座奖杯 - Yeah? - I got two trophies.
-是吗 -想看看吗 - You did? - You want to see?
当然了 Of course!
兰德尔大概一周前戴上了眼镜 So, Randall got glasses, like, a week ago,
我希望你别取笑他 好吗 and I need you not to tease him about that, okay?
因为如果他不戴眼镜的话 头就会痛... Because if he doesn't wear them, then he gets a headache...
-好的 我不说 -真乖 - Okay, I won't say anything. - Thank you.
小凯 你总算来了 这地方棒极了 Kev, you're finally here. This place is so cool.
-是吧 -等到晚上 爸爸点起火堆 - Right? - At night, dad makes a fire
我们烤棉花糖夹心饼干或者爆米花 and we make s'mores and sometimes we make popcorn there, too.
你注意到 凯特说到关于这地方的优点 Have you noticed that every thing Kate says
都是和食物相关的吗 she loves about this place happens to involve food?
没有啊 她刚刚在说火堆 Nah, she was talking about the fire pit.
没错 在提到爆米花和烤棉花糖夹心饼干时 Yeah. In reference to popcorn and s'mores.
别这样 这不是在度假嘛 Come on. It's vacation, all right?
她就是有点婴儿肥罢了 And she has... baby weight.
但她已经不是宝宝了 杰克 But she's not a baby anymore, Jack.
我并不是想难为她 I-I don't want to make her self-conscious,
但她也太贪吃了 but she's obsessed with food.
医生说她的体重已超过同龄女孩了 And the doctor says that she's heavier than most girls her age.
没错 可是那医生 他是看图得到的结论 Yeah, but that doctor, he's basing it off of charts,
又不看我们的孩子 not our actual kid,
凯特像她外婆 就是... who takes after my grandmother, who's just...
骨架大罢了 -she was big-boned.
瞧 这个问题我们说了几年了 杰克 See, we've been doing this same dance for years, Jack.
我说这是个问题 你说是因为"骨架大" I say that it's an issue, and you say things like "Big-boned"
"不成问题" and "It's fine."
我很担心她 I'm worried about her.
-好吧 -行吗 - Okay. - Yeah?
听我说 Look...
我会让她多活动活动 好吗 I will try to get her to be more active, all right?
也许能找到些她喜欢的运动呢 Maybe find something physical that she loves.
-是吗 太好了 -没错 好的 - Yes? Thank you. Okay. - Yeah. Okay.
-怎么了 -别每天再往 - Yeah? - No more daily trips
卖冰激凌的地方跑了 to that ice cream place either.
-杰克 -好的 - Jack. - Yeah.
一言为定 Deal.
-开始了 -快跑 跑远点 爸爸 - Here we go. - Hike, hike, hike. Go long, Dad.
快 快跑 凯特 加油 Go, go, go, go, Kate. Come on.
跑远点 爸爸 Go long, Dad!
触地得分 Touchdown!
给 把球传给你弟弟 跑回去 Here, run it back to your brother. Run it back.
跑回去 跑回去 快快快 Run it back, run it back. Go, go, go, go, go.
妈妈 快看我的螺旋球 Mom, check out my spiral!
好 我看着呢 很厉害 Yeah, I'm watching, bud. It's amazing.
我要扔得远点让爸爸接不到 快看 I'm gonna throw it so far Dad can't catch it. Watch!
-好的 -凯特 快 - Okay. - Kate, come on.
-跟我走 -为什么兰德尔可以不玩 - Go long with me. - How come Randall doesn't have to play?
-别管兰德尔 他没事 -我累了 - Don't worry about Randall. He's fine. - I'm tired.
你怎么会累呢 我们才刚开始 How can you be tired? We just got started.
如果我不想玩橄榄球 为什么要逼我 If I don't want to play football, why do I have to?
爸爸 爸爸 接住 Dad! Dad, catch.
你... 你这周甜食吃太多了 明白吗 You... you've been eating a lot of sweets this week, okay?
我觉得为了健身身体 And I think that it's really important
非常有必要做做运动 that you-you exercise to-to stay healthy.
我不会再吃甜食了 我就是不想玩了 I won't eat more sweets. I just don't want to play.
凯特 Kate.
随她去吧 爸爸 Just let her go, Dad.
四只眼 接着 Hey, four-eyes, catch!
你没搞错吧 凯文 Are you serious, Kevin?
你差点砸到你弟弟的脸了 You almost hit your brother in the face.
我知道 可没砸中 I know. I missed.
不行 过来 No. Come here.
你知道你差点打中他的头吗 Do you realize you almost hit him in the head?
你怎么回事 孩子 What's gotten into you, bud?
你真的想一个人坐在屋里 Do you really want to sit in your room by yourself
没有游戏机 without your Game Boy,
没有书 也没有人可以聊天 without any books, nobody to talk to?
你为什么要这样做 Why are you acting this way, huh?
谢谢你们都能来 Thank you all for being here.
当着他所爱之人的面坦诚直言 It's an important part of Kevin's process
是凯文恢复过程的一个重要部分 to speak openly to the people he loves.
在一个感到安全的地方 In a safe space.
凯文 Kevin.
-现在吗 -是的 - So right now? - Yes.
首先 我必须... Uh, well, you know, first of all, I just wanted to
真诚地向你们道歉 s-sincerely apologize to all of you.
显然我现在到了一个低谷时期 Obviously I hit a low point,
我毁了和索菲的关系 and I, uh, ruined things with Sophie,
然后接着我毁了和你们所有人的关系 and then I went ahead and ruined things with all of you.
凯特 我... Kate, I...
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
抱歉在你最艰难的时期 I'm sorry that you had to go through
我没有在你身边 one of the most difficult times of your life without me.
这永远都不该发生 That... should never happen.
你知道吗 在这里他们告诉我们 You know, they-they tell us in here that, um,
告诉我们要原谅自己 they tell us that we have to forgive ourselves
所犯下的错误 但是... for our wrongdoings, but...
我不会那么快就原谅自己 that one's gonna take some time for me.
没关系 It's fine.
我也很抱歉 And I'm sorry, too.
抱歉我没有关注我最重要的事 For taking my eye off the ball.
是你 你就是我最重要的事 That's you. You're the ball.
兰德尔 Randall.
对不起 I'm sorry...
抱歉我吓到了你和贝丝 that I scared you and Beth like that.
我不知道苔丝在我车上 I didn't know Tess was in the car, obviously,
但我还是很抱歉 but I am so sorry.
我们永远支持你 小凯 We're here for you, Kev.
还有 妈 我... And, Mom, I'm...
抱歉让你经历这些 I'm sorry that I put you through all this.
我只想要你开开心心的 凯文 I just want you to be happy, Kevin.
是吧 Right?
那样有帮助 That was helpful.
就好像把情绪宣泄出来 Like, cathartic, you know?
是吗 Was it?
因为我感觉你有点太客套了 Because it felt a little polite to me.
你想跟你的家人谈谈 Do you want to talk to your family
关于我们一直在寻找的 about what we've been exploring
你酗酒可能是什么造成的 regarding where your addiction might stem from?
小凯 没事的 Kev... it's okay.
谈谈这个挺好的 It's good to talk about this.
我一直在跟小凯说 I have been telling Kev
他需要找到 that he has to find out a way
发泄悲痛的方式 to talk about his grief.
我们父亲去世的悲痛 所以 About our-our dad dying, so...
那是在眼神交流吗 好像... Was that a look? Like, did...
是的 他们绝对是在眼神交流 Yeah, they definitely got looks.
我们要谈一些关于 We're gonna need to talk about some things
你家庭的事情 involving your family--
甚至是关于你父亲的 and even about your father--
在他还在世的时候 that were not so perfect,
并不是那么完美的 when he was actually alive.
我们可以一起聊聊吗 Can we go there together?
天呐 一定要聊吗 Oh, God, do we have to?
-敬"其他人" -不不 - To "The Others." - No, no.
敬新的"三个小家伙" To the, uh... to the new Big Three.
敬新的"三个小家伙" Oh. To the new Big Three.
新的"三个小家伙" Ah, new Big Three.
我喜欢 很好 I like that. All right.
我跟你们说 I got to tell you,
我没想到自己会在戒毒所里喝酒 this is not how I pictured my day at rehab going.
你们刚才看见凯文突然 Did you guys see Kevin do that actor hand thing today
做那个演员的手势 就是... all of a sudden? Like...
就是双手合十 Like, when you put the two hands together.
然后说"谢谢"的时候还弯了下腰 And-and say "thank you" and then like, bow a little bit?
就像大号的宫城先生 Like an overgrown Mr. Miyagi.
电影《龙威小子》中的空手道大师
他喝醉酒还载着我九岁的女儿 I mean, he drives my nine-year-old around drunk.
她亲眼看着自己的大伯戴上手铐 She has to watch her uncle get handcuffed.
不过你们知道吗 But you know what?
他鞠躬说谢谢的时候很像阿尔·帕西诺 He bowed and said thank you like Al Pacino
所以我可能会原谅他 so I'm just expected to forgive him.
我不知道谁会这样 Well, I don't think anyone expects that.
兰德尔会 每次我想和他聊一聊 Randall does. Any time I try to have a conversation
凯文的事情 我... about Kevin's behavior, I-I...
我就闯进了皮尔森家的禁区 I go into the Pearson no-fly zone.
皮尔森家的禁区 The Pearson no-fly zone.
我已经闯进过很多次了 I have flown hard into the Pearson no-fly zone on many occasions,
但结局都不太好 and it does not end well.
但是当... 当没什么禁区的时候 But what do you... what do you guys do
你必须要闯进去 你们会怎么做 when there's a no-fly zone that you have to fly into?
就像现在 我有些事 Like, right now, there's something
必须要跟凯特谈谈 I got to talk to Kate about,
因为她有事瞒着我 that she's been hiding from me.
-不是关于杰克的 -对吗 是的 - It's not about Jack, right? - No.
因为聊这个的话就直接进入空袭区了 Because that's, like, a straight-up air strike zone.
没错 我很久之前就尝到这个教训了 No, yeah. I learned that lesson a long time ago.
在我们刚开始交往的时候 When we first started dating,
我看见一个男人的照片 I saw a photo of the man,
我说他的胡子看着有点像七十年代的色情明星 and I said his mustache made him look like a '70s porn star.
我当时以为她要打我了 Yeah, I thought she was gonna deck me.
你知道吗 杰克是不可触碰的 You know, Jack is untouchable.
他是一个我们从没见过的圣人 Okay, he is the saint we'll never meet.
我们中没人能取代他的位置 Who none of us will ever live up to.
别说了 Easy.
你现在说到我的禁区了 You're entering my no-fly zone now.
-敬杰克 -敬杰克 - To Jack. - To Jack.
他确实有点像色情明星 He did kind of look like a porn star.
凯特宝贝 Hey, Katie girl.
我可以坐这儿吗 Mind if I join you?
我们在做什么 就这样坐着吗 What are we doing out here, just... sitting?
好吧 Okay.
很好 That-That's cool.
街上的德里克说我胖 Derek, down the street, called me fat.
我想德里克... Well, I think Derek...
你觉得我胖吗 Do you think I'm fat?
凯特宝贝 我觉得... Katie girl, I think...
我觉得你是这个世界上 I think that you are my favorite-looking person
最漂亮的人 on the whole planet.
妈妈 我到处都找不到我的眼镜 Mom, I can't find my glasses anywhere.
你最近一次是在哪里看见的 Well, where's the last place you saw them, bud?
我洗脸的时候摘下来了 I took 'em off when I went to wash my face.
我一直把眼镜放在桌子上灯旁边的木板上 I always put them on the desk by the corkboard near the lamp.
不如你再去浴室里看看 Why don't you go check the bathroom one more time,
等会我帮你一起找 好吗 and then I'll come help you look for 'em, okay?
好的 Okay.
凯文 你能过来一下吗 Hey, Kevin, can you come here, please?
怎么了 What?
你拿了你弟弟的眼镜吗 Did you take your brother's glasses?
没有 我能走了吗 No. Can I go?
凯文 这不好玩 Kevin, it's not funny.
我不是在开玩笑 It's not a joke.
你知道你弟弟需要眼镜来看东西 You know your brother needs those glasses to see.
所以我数到三 So I'm gonna to give you to the count of three
告诉我眼镜在哪 to tell me where they are.
-一... -我恨你 - One... - I hate you.
凯文 你不恨我 你只是累过头了 Kevin, y-you don't hate me, you're just overtired.
这个木屋真烂 This cabin sucks.
-凯文 -这个家真烂 - Kevin. - This family sucks.
-够了 -你也很烂 - Enough. - You suck.
开始吧 凯文 Go ahead, Kevin.
我觉得 在我整个童年中 I guess, my entire childhood,
我总觉得我在爸妈心目中 I always felt like I came in second to you two.
地位不如你俩 With Mom and Dad.
我感觉就像是... You know, like I was a...
家庭中多余的那个人 like, fifth wheel of the family.
凯文 这太荒唐了 Kevin, that's crazy.
凯特 拜托 让凯文继续说 Kate, please. Let Kevin speak.
凯特 你有爸爸护着你 对吧 Well, Kate, it's just, you had Dad. Right?
爸爸护着你 而兰德尔 妈妈护着你 You had Dad, and-and, Randall, you had Mom;
你俩就像一粒豆荚里的两粒豌豆 you two were like two peas in a pod.
不是这样的 That's not true.
我对你们的爱一样多 I loved you all equally.
丽贝卡 凯文正在告诉你们他的感受 Rebecca, kevin is telling you how he feels right now,
稍后你们也会有机会告诉他 And you will all have a chance to let him know
你们的感受 how you feel later on.
总而言之 我觉得小时候的那种感受 Anyway, I-I think feeling that way when I was a kid
让我脑海中产生了一种声音 has developed this-this voice in my head
一直重复说 "你还不够好" that would just sort of repeat, saying, "You're not enough."
而我试着用其他东西去淹没那个声音 And-and I tried to drown that voice out with things,
比如足球 或者表演 或者名声 like, uh, football or acting or fame.
而且... And, um...
而且我觉得情况变得更糟糕 And I think it was only a matter of time
是迟早的事 before I turned to something worse.
为什么是迟早的事 Why was it was only a matter of time?
因为我们一家都是瘾君子 Because we're a family of addicts.
好吧 Okay.
我们不是瘾君子 凯... We're not a family of addicts, Kev...
我们的父亲有酒瘾 凯特 Our father was an addict, Kate.
他的父亲有毒瘾 His father was an addict.
我也一样 I'm an addict.
而且我...我知道 And I-I know
你一直在很艰难地控制体重 how hard you struggle with managing your weight.
相信我 我亲眼见过 我知道你有多努力 Believe me, I've seen it. And I know how hard you try.
但我感觉 或许 凯特你也是个瘾君子 But I feel like, maybe, Kate, you're an addict, too, you know?
我觉得你也从爸爸那儿遗传了这个基因 And I feel like maybe you get some of that from Dad.
你为什么要这样 Why are you doing this?
-抱歉 我并没... -不 不是你 - I'm sorry, I'm not doing any... - No, no, not you.
他情况越严重你赚的钱就越多吗 Do you get more money the sicker that he is?
还是你想让他在这儿待久一点 Or do you get to keep him here longer?
-等等 别这样 -到底是想怎样 - Oh, hold on. No, stop. - How does that work?
凯特 等等 你也想让我谈谈父亲 Kate, wait-wait a minute. Now, you wanted me to talk about Dad,
-是吧 我现在就在谈啊 -是啊... - right? Okay, so that's what I'm doing. - Yeah...
我在谈论父亲 但我不能坐在这儿假装 I'm talking about Dad, but I can't sit here and pretend
我现在一团糟的原因只是他死了 that the only reason I'm messed up is because he died.
我们一直都没谈过他酗酒的问题 We don't talk about his drinking problem.
因为他解决了 小凯 那问题只是昙花一现 Because he beat it, Kev. It was just, like, a blip...
你这么说真是荒唐 That's crazy that you even say that.
我荒唐 I'm crazy?
法院勒令你戒酒 你还说我荒唐 You're here by court order and I'm crazy?
丽贝卡 你对你丈夫酗酒 Rebecca, do you have an opinion
有什么看法吗 about your husband's alcoholism?
你有没有跟你的孩子们谈过 Did you ever talk to your children
他们父亲酗酒的问题 about their father being an addict?
你有没有提醒过他们 他们可能有这种基因 Did you ever warn them that they would have the gene?
我的孩子们在十七岁的时候失去了父亲 Uh, my-my children lost their father when they were 17.
他们高中毕业典礼的时候父亲没能到场 They didn't have their father at their high school graduation.
兰德尔第一个孩子出生时他父亲不在 Randall didn't have his father when his children were born.
凯特今后结婚的时候他父亲也不会在 Kate will not have her father at her wedding.
他们对父亲只有十七年的记忆 仅此而已 So they had 17 years of memories, and that's it.
他们余生不会再有其他关于父亲的新记忆了 There won't be any new ones for the rest of their lives.
所以... 没有 So... no.
我并没有让他们坐下来 No, I did not sit them down
听我谈论他唯一的美中不足 and color their memories of their father
从而玷污他们对父亲的记忆 by talking about the one part of him that wasn't perfect.
你称我丈夫为瘾君子真的过分了 And you really do a disservice by calling my husband an addict,
因为他绝不仅仅是这样 because he was so much more than that.
谢谢 Thank you.
有趣的是 It's interesting that you
你总是以凯特和兰德尔为例 bring up examples of Kate and Randall
却不提凯文 but not Kevin.
什么 What?
凯特结婚时父亲不能出席 Kate not having her father at her wedding
兰德尔的孩子出生时父亲不在场 and Randall not having his father when his children were born.
是的 因为这两个是我最先想到的例子 Yes, because those were just the first two examples that came to my mind.
可是你不觉得很有趣吗 But don't you find it interesting
其他两个孩子你都能想到具体情景 that you have specific examples for your other children
-而凯文却没有 -不觉得 - but not Kevin? - I don't.
我不觉得有趣 我习惯了 I don't find it interesting-- I find it typical,
老实告诉你 我们聊的就是这个 to be honest with you. I mean, this is what we talk about.
-妈妈 你从没... -够了 老哥 - Mom, you never... - Enough. Dude, enough.
你不必这样讨伐她 You don't have to lay into her.
好吧 开始了 Okay, here we go.
是的 的确"开始了" Yeah, "Here we go" is right.
听我说 我... Look, I...
我很想体谅你 凯文 真的 I've tried to empathize with you, Kevin. I really have.
我一直忍着不说话 Okay, I've held my tongue
看你这个有钱又骄纵的混蛋 as your rich, spoiled ass got sent
因为差点害死我女儿 被送到这家四季酒店 to this Four Seasons for almost killing my daughter,
正常情况下 本应该去蹲监狱 when most anybody else would've got sent to jail.
你抱怨你的童年时 我也忍着没说什么 I've held my tongue while you've whined about your childhood,
顺便说一句 你的童年我也在场 a childhood which I was there for, by the way,
我亲眼看到过 which I bore witness to.
你曾在草坪上和爸爸玩抛球 Your football tosses on the lawn with Dad,
你发烧时妈妈给你揉肚子 your tummy rubs from Mom when you had a fever.
芭芭拉或许并不清楚 See, Barbara may not have been there,
但我亲眼见过 所以你休想 but I was there, so don't you dare try
用你那套廉价的把戏来骗我 老哥 to pull that same lame-ass piece of wool over my eyes, bro.
好吗 我一直忍着没开口 Okay? I've held my tongue,
我绝对不会眼睁睁看着你攻击妈妈 but I will not hold my tongue while you go after our mother
-说她没照顾你... -我没有攻击妈妈 - for not parenting you... -I'm not going after our mother,
兰德尔 你为什么总是这样扭曲事实 Randall. Why do you always twist things around like that?
-我没有攻击... -他没有扭曲事实 凯文 - I'm not going after... - He's not twisting anything, Kevin.
-他只是在维护我 -抱歉 妈妈 - He's simply defending me. - Oh, I'm sorry, Mom.
你说得对 抱歉 你就帮他说话吧 You're right. I'm sorry. Why don't you take his side
因为... 看吧 我就是这个意思 because that's... See, this is what I'm talking about.
-我没有帮任何人说话 -老哥 你想聊 - I am not taking anybody's side. - Hey, man, you want to talk
你童年有多苦恼吗 你想比比谁的包袱重吗 about your tortured childhood, you want to compare baggage?
-不 兰德尔 -好啊 比就比 - No, Randall, Randall, listen... - Yeah, let's do that.
不 我绝不会拿我的童年苦恼和你比 No, I would never compare my tortured childhood with yours,
兰德尔 因为我没有被抛弃或者被领养 Randall, because I wasn't abandoned or adopted
我也没有焦虑症 我也不是天才什么的... or I didn't have anxiety or I'm not a genius or any of those...
是啊 你当然不是 凯文 No, you're definitely not that, Kevin.
你知道你还不是什么吗 You know what else you're not?
你不是瘾君子 You're not an addict.
好吗 Okay?
唯一的瘾不过就是渴望得到关注 The only thing that you're addicted to is attention.
出什么事了 小凯 你的电影杀青了吗 I mean, what happened, Kev? Your movie wrapped?
没再跟席尔和罗恩·霍华德一起拍戏了吗 You weren't rolling with Sly and Ron Howard anymore?
没人持续关注你了吗 Nobody was looking at you?
所以你必须得把我们都叫来 So you had to get us all up here,
全场都看着你 all eyes on you.
#所谓的毒瘾# Cue drug problem.
好吧 Okay.
好了 小凯 Okay, Kev.
好了 大家 Okay, guys.
不 听我说 我只是... No, you know what, I-I just... I'm...
我想听听你的想法 兰德尔 I want to know your thoughts on this, Randall.
你觉得你女儿为什么要藏在我车里 Why do you think your daughter was hiding in my car?
你觉得你女儿为什么跑去藏在了我车里 Why do you think your daughter was hiding in my car?
你想过吗 You ever thought about that?
-为什么 -因为她想逃离兰德尔专场 - What about it? - She's avoiding the Randall Show.
-你给我小心点 -不不 - Don't you dare. - No, no.
-还敢提我女儿 -欢迎来到兰德尔专场 - Talk about my daughter. - Welcome to the Randall Show,
女士们先生们 ladies and gentlemen.
-凯文 凯文 -被白人收养 - Kevin. Kevin. - Adopted by white people.
有两个爸爸 还有比这更有意思的吗 Two dads. Does it get any more interesting than that?
兰德尔觉得还不够 Well, not for Randall.
所以你把身患绝症的生父接到家里 So, you-you move your dying father into your home
压根不在乎你妻子怎么想 without thinking about what your wife
孩子怎么想 而等他去世之后 or what your kids think of that, and then you bring some-some
你又把一个陌生女孩接回家 对吧 strange girl into the house after he dies, right?
而整个家里唯一一个 And the only person sitting there
真正没人关注的人 that no one's paying attention to
-是你女儿 苔丝 -我受够了 兄弟 - is your daughter, Tess. - You know what, I'm done, man.
-不 兰德尔... -#兰德尔拂袖而去# - No, Randall, Randall... - And cue Randall out the door,
#妈妈去追她最爱的儿子# cue Mom chasing her favorite son.
这剧情也太好猜了 你们真是没新意 This is such a predictable movie. You are so predictable.
你敢再对她嚷嚷一句 You raise your voice to her one more time.
你对每个孩子的爱一样多吗 你总这样说 All your children you love equally, right? That's what you keep saying.
-没错 我对你们的爱... -好吧 - Yes, I do love all my children - Yeah, I'm sure
-一样多 -不过在这次座谈会上 - the same. - Wouldn't it feel refreshing, though,
你不想试试说实话吗 just to right here in this forum,
因为这种地方就是干这个的 'cause this is where you do that kind of stuff,
对所有人说出事实 to just tell everyone the truth,
那就是你最爱兰德尔 which is that you love Randall the most.
-他是你最爱的孩子 对吗 -没这回事 - He's your favorite, right? - Oh, that's not true, Kevin.
-不对吗 很荒唐吗 -太荒唐了 - It's not true? It's ridiculous? - That's absolutely ridiculous.
-我不会说的 -好吧 这很荒唐 - I'm not gonna say that, Kevin. - Yeah, okay, it's ridiculous,
那你说一件只属于我们的事 then name me one thing that you and I have.
只属于我们俩的 One thing that you and I have
很特别的事 只有我和你知道 that is special, that is just you and me.
不是所有人共享 不是我和兰德尔 Not-not-not all of us. Not me and Randall.
-也不是我和凯特 -凯文 能别说了吗 - Not me and Kate. - Kevin, can you please stop?
我...我有点心慌 你这样对我 I-I-I'm-I'm flustered and it's not kind of you,
-真的很不好 -直接承认你更爱兰德尔吧 - what you're doing. - Just admit that you love Randall more.
我们也不必假装 We can stop pretending
-这个家有多完美 -不 只是因为他很省心 - to be this perfect family. - No, he was just easier!
他很省心 我抚摸他 他不会躲开 He was easier and he didn't recoil when I touched him.
他在青春期也没有总是闷闷不乐 And he wasn't some sullen teenager
莫名其妙生我的气 而且他父亲去世后 who was angry at me for no reason and he didn't...
他也没有抛弃我 直接搬走 abandon me and move away after his father died.
-托比 -嗯 贝丝 - Hey, Toby. - Yeah, Beth.
家庭聚会日 我们却在凯文的戒毒所里 We're day-drinking on family day
大白天喝酒 from Kevin's rehab place.
嗯 有点像艾拉妮丝·莫莉塞特的歌词 I know, it's like an Alanis Morissette lyric.
非常讽刺 'Cause it's ironic.
我有个好主意 Okay. Big thought.
芝士薯条 Here it is: cheese fries.
我确实很想来点芝士薯条 Ooh. I could get down and dirty with some cheese fries.
托伯曼你呢 Toberman?
别跟我说你不想吃芝士薯条 Come on. Don't tell me you're not about the cheese fries, man.
是这样 Look.
我在垃圾桶里发现了一堆垃圾食品 I found a bunch of junk food at the bottom of our trash can.
凯特又重蹈覆辙了 而且还瞒着我 Kate has fallen off the wagon and is hiding it from me.
谁知道呢 也许心理治疗时她会告诉凯文 Well, who knows, maybe she'll tell Kevin at therapy.
告诉兰德尔 或者告诉她妈妈 Or maybe she'll tell Randall or her mom, you know,
告诉皮尔森家的内部人员 one of, one of the Pearsons on the inside.
我小时候超级迷恋《星球大战》 You know, when I was a kid, I was obsessed with Star Wars.
因为里面的故事架构很宏大 I loved that it was this huge story, right,
讲述一大堆人聚集在一起 where a bunch of people come together
展开一次又一次激烈的战役 to fight these giant wars.
但仔细想想 But when you break it down,
其实只有少数几个内部人员 it's really just about a few people on the inside
知道是怎么回事 who know what's up.
卢克 维德 Luke and Vader.
莉亚 欧比旺 Leia and Obi-Wan.
他们是局内人 They were on the inside.
他们在桥上拿着光剑战斗着 And they're having lightsaber battles on bridges,
他们在谈大事 and they're talking about big stuff
而其他人都是楚巴卡一样的存在 and everybody else is pretty much Chewbacca.
你是说咱们三个是楚巴卡吗 So in this story the three of us are Chewbacca?
如果这个比喻合适的话 贝丝 If the Chewie fits, Beth.
我娶了好兄弟的老婆 I married my best friend's wife.
没人谈论这件事 但是每个人都在想 Nobody talks about it, but everyone's always thinking it.
自从我进了这个家 就一直是个外人 I've been on the outside of this family since I entered it.
我甚至连楚巴卡都不算 I'm not even Chewbacca.
我是那些连名字都没有的战斗飞行员 I'm one of the fighter pilots who doesn't even have a name.
不是这样的 米格尔 That's not true, Miguel.
就是这样的 It is.
我不觉得有什么 And I'm okay with that.
托比 他们四个共同经历了 You see, Toby, those four lived through something
一些很特别的事 他们一起失去了 very unique together. They lived through the loss
这个世界上最好的人 而我们一无所知 of the best man that any of us will ever know.
所以他们才会有小圈子 托比 And that's why they get to be on the inside, Toby.
所以他们才会有光剑 That's why they get the lightsabers.
米格尔是喝了多少 How drunk is Miguel?
你们好啊 Hi.
宣告 Announcement.
我们没能赶在下雨之前跑回家 We did not make it back before the rain started.
看出来了 I can see that.
去 换上干衣服 Go, go put some dry clothes on.
给 要毛巾吗 Here, do you want a towel?
-好的 -给 - Uh, yes. - Here.
谢谢 Thank you.
你不觉得我的入场很搞笑 You're not amused by my entrance.
是啊 我和凯文熬了一天 Yeah, I had a real day here with Kevin.
-抱歉 -没什么 - Oh, I'm sorry. - It's okay.
我带凯特去冰淇淋店了 I took Kate to the ice cream parlor.
-什么 -我错了 - What? - I know.
-杰克 我们才刚谈过这件事 -我知道 - Jack, we just talked about that. - I-I know.
我只是 我做不到 I just, I just, I couldn't,
我受不了她用那种眼神看我 I couldn't stand the way she was looking at me.
就像是我背叛了她 It was like I'd betrayed her.
我愿意把世界上所有冰淇淋都给她 I would've given her all the ice cream in the world
只要她不再那么看我 to get her to stop looking at me like that.
你知道吗 这种眼神我经常看到 You know, I get that look all the time.
因为我是家里的坏人 That's just what it means to be the family bad guy.
不是的 你不是坏人 No, you're not the bad guy.
我是坏人 我是 我是... I'm the bad guy. I am. I'm...
是我总和凯特争吵 I'm the one that fights with Kate
吵要不要在她的午餐里放水果卷 about whether or not to put a Fruit Roll-Up in her lunch.
凯文说恨的人也是我 I'm the one Kevin says that he hates.
你是家里的好人 You're the good guy.
你真的是 你宣布全家去度假 You are. You're the guy that announces family vacations.
你带他们出去办事的时候 And you're the one who takes them on those secret trips
偷偷带他们去玩具反斗城秘密旅行 to Toys "R" us when you're out running errands with them.
你都知道吗 Ah, you know about those?
-坏人什么都知道 -是啊 - Oh, the bad guy knows everything. - Right.
在凯特的食物问题上我会更坚定的 好吗 I'll be more firm with Kate about the food, okay?
我会的 我也能当坏人 I will. I can be the bad guy.
-不会的 你不行 -我可以的 - No, you can't. - Yes, I can.
你不行的 但没关系 No, you can't, but that's okay.
而且 等他们以后去做心理治疗的时候 Plus, I'll give our kids something to talk about
我得给他们留点说的 in therapy one day.
你知道吗 作为一个坏人 You know, for a bad guy,
你伪装得可真是太好了 you have one hell of a disguise.
只有好人才会这么说 That is such a good guy thing to say.
真的 That is.
刚刚的气氛真紧张 That was intense.
是啊 Yeah.
幸好托比不在 I'm very glad Toby was not here for that.
他很可能会哭 对吗 He probably would have cried, right?
他绝对会一直哭的 Oh, he would have cried the entire time.
顺便说一句 我真的很喜欢他会哭这一点 I really like that he cries, by the way.
我也是 Me, too.
但是要真哭了就有点太过了 But it would have been too much.
确实太过了 Way, way too much.
你说得没错 你知道吧 You're not wrong, you know.
我也觉得... I think...
我们当时以那样的方式失去父亲 I think losing Dad the way we did, when we did,
确实对我们的人生有很大影响 it just, it's so much a part of this, you know.
我们三个都是 Of all of us.
能加我一个吗 May I?
你们知道怎么样最好吗 You know what would have been sweet?
要是有人把我们整个童年都记录下来就好了 If we had someone documenting our entire childhood,
像《少年时代》那样 Boyhood style.
-我讨厌那部电影 -从来没看过 - Mm, I hate that movie. - Never saw it.
我很喜欢的 I really loved it.
我的意思是 假如有人 I'm just saying, if we had someone
客观地拍摄了我们的整个童年 filming our entire childhood, objectively,
那我们就再也不用争吵了 then we'd never have to debate about anything.
无论何时我们的记忆不一样 可以直接说 Whenever we remembered things differently, we'd just say,
"让我们看看录像吧" "Let's go to the videotape,"
就像沃纳·沃尔夫那样 看看到底怎么回事 like Warner Wolf and then see what was really up.
谁是沃纳·沃尔夫 Who's Warner Wolf?
我们小时候的体育节目主持人 Sportscaster guy, when we were growing up;
他总说"让我们看看录像吧" used to always say: "Let's go to the videotape."
然后就开始精彩回放 Then they'd play the highlights.
-沃纳·沃尔夫 -想起来了 - Warner Wolf. - Oh. Oh, yeah.
我记得小时候去配眼镜的那次 I remember when they were fitting me for glasses as a kid.
我都没意识到我的世界 I never actually realized just how blurry
一直以来有多模糊不清 everything had always been,
直到他们把我的脸按到这个奇怪的东西里 until they stuck my face in this weird thing they called
他们称之为"更好的视界" "The Better Machine."
这个清晰呢 Is this better?
还是这个清晰 Or is this better?
第一个更清晰 The... first one.
是这个更好 还是这个更好 Is this better? Or is this better?
有那么多变化 那么多种镜片 So many variations, so many lenses--
有的清晰有的模糊 each one sharper or blurrier.
在一分钟之内 我的世界"观" My view of the entire world shifted like 12 times
大概变化了12次 in less than a minute.
我认为大家都戴着不同的眼镜在回顾童年 I think everyone sees their childhood with different lenses.
不同的视角 You know, different perspectives.
而我今天来这里 And I didn't come here today
不是想打击诋毁你的视角 小凯 to crap all over your perspective, Kev.
我来这里是因为 去年这个时候 I came here today because last year,
当我处于人生低谷的时候 when I was at my lowest...
当我坐在地上哭到浑身发抖 而你... Bro, I was crying on the floor and I was shaking, and--
小凯 看着我 hey, Kev, look at me.
拜托 Please.
你当时在我身边支持我 兄弟 You were there for me, man.
我今天本想来支持你的 但我没做到 And I wanted to be there for you today and I wasn't.
我今天做得很不好 我很抱歉 I did a bad job today and I'm sorry.
苔丝的事我也真的很抱歉 I'm really sorry about Tess.
我知道 I know.
我爱我这两个疯疯癫癫的兄弟 I love my crazy-ass brothers.
真的 I really do.
我声明一下 So just to clarify:
今天算是确定了 妈妈最喜欢我 对吧 it's official that I'm Mom's favorite, right?
这家伙真是够了 Is this guy for real?
太过分了 That's unbelievable.
没错 妈妈亲口承认了 Yes, you are. I mean, I think she clarified it.
真的吗 Really? Really?
我感觉到了 Oh, I feel that--
是小凯干的 是他推的我 It was Kev, it was Kev!
我们的优步还有4分钟到 Our Uber is going to be here in four minutes.
我还是不能相信 Still can't believe
你居然把车停在酒吧了 that you left the car at the bar.
这个嘛... Yeah, well...
趁着我还有点酒劲壮壮胆 我能不能... Hey, can I ask you something while I still have a...
问你件事 a brave beer buzz?
其实 能不能让我先说 Actually, can I just say something first?
好吧 Okay.
自从流产之后 Ever since the miscarriage,
我一直都在... I have been...
偷吃垃圾食品 hiding junk food.
吃了很多很多 Like, a lot.
因为那样能让我心情好些 'Cause it makes me feel good.
但背着你做这种事让我觉得糟透了 But hiding it from you makes me feel awful.
所以 我想向你坦白 So, I wanted you to know.
我有很多感情都和食物搅在一起 I have a lot of things mixed up with food.
我也觉得我的问题挺明显的 And I thought that my issues were kind of obvious.
但我不知道怎么办 But I don't know.
我真的不知道 I-I don't know.
你好 伙计 Hey, bud.
给你端了点晚饭 Brought you some dinner.
我还在上面放了脆脆的芝士 I even made it with the crunchy cheese on top,
按你喜欢的风格 the way you like it.
小凯 Hey, Kev.
我真的很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
我希望你知道 如果你告诉我 I want you to know that if you tell me
你没有拿兰德尔的眼镜 you didn't take Randall's glasses,
我相信你 I believe you.
好 Okay.
那好吧 All right. Well...
如果你需要什么 就到里面找我们 we're just right inside if you need anything.
凯特 Kate?
兰德尔 Randall?
妈 Hey, Mom...
妈 Mom?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
问了别人 你住在哪个房间 I asked someone where your room was,
然后就直接进来等你了 and I just came to wait for you.
因为我不能直接走 必须跟你聊聊 'Cause I couldn't leave without... talking to you.
过感觉今天真是聊得够多了 对吧 Feel like we've done enough talking for one day, though, right?
我刚刚 I was, um...
一直在想 你第一天去幼儿园的时候 thinking about, uh, your first day of kindergarten.
我记得我送你们三个进教室 And I remember walking you three into the classroom,
当时兰德尔抓着我的腿 你妹妹一直在哭 with Randall clinging to my leg and your sister crying.
而你就直接... But you just...
大摇大摆地走进去了 You waltzed right in.
你甚至... And you didn't...
你甚至都没有回头看过 you didn't even look back.
然后 And...
和你爸还在想 your father and I were like,
天哪 看我们的小男子汉多勇敢 "Wow, look at our brave little boy."
我记得我还跟你弟弟妹妹说 And I remember telling the other two,
你们以后得多跟凯文学着点 "Now you have to learn to be just like Kevin."
没错 Yeah.
我从没有担心过你 I never worried about you.
因为我从没觉得需要为你担心 Because I didn't think that I had to.
但今天我发现我错了 But now I realize that I was wrong.
我的童年其实挺幸福的 I didn't have an unhappy childhood.
可也没有我以为得那么好 It wasn't as good as I thought.
但我确定我们有过专属时刻 凯文 But I know we had moments, you and me, Kevin.
肯定有过 I know we did.
我从心底能感觉到 I feel it in my bones.
也许确实有过吧 Yeah, maybe we did.
我希望有过 I hope we did.